Harder To Be Kind Than Clever

I have been working for a month. I am still in shock and going through a lot of emotional turmoil. Starting with being confident, to being frustrated and confused, to feeling defeated, and eventually back up to stop doubting myself... This emotional roller coaster ride has never stopped. However, there's one element is always consistent, that is I am shocked by how competitive my coworkers are. I am trying very hard to not get sucked into this whole crazy competitive world. I just want to keep remind myself it's harder to be kind than clever. In the long run, my kindness will pay off.

Keep Believing

Life gets harder and harder.
The only thing I can do at this point is to keep believing. Believe that everyday when I wake up, a new and better day is waiting for me. Believe that things will get better eventually...